Sonia gave me a wake up call

I wake up and sit up right

Reach my hands to switch on the computer plugs

Staring at the computer screen with my sleepy eyes

Waiting desperately to check my results

As the website was loading

My heart beats so fast

Hoping i will get good results

FOUND IT!

I click on the "Search" button

Search for my terms

Slowly..

And there's my results

I cant believe it.!

I feel so disappointed at myself.!

I aimed for that mark and it turned out to be what i've not expect

IM ANGRY! IM DISAPPOINTED! IM SAD!

I try to control myself

Someone I loved was beside me and she give me confidence and told me that,

"You've done well.We cant do anything, just accept what it is.Leave everything to HIM. "

I wipe my tears and smile at mum.

I really thank God because at least I've try my best

I feel relieved

Although my grades are not that up to high expectation

But Im truly grateful for what I've scored for my results :)

In life, we dont always get what we want

There's always good things and bad things will happened

We dont aim this world

All the things in the world belong to HIM, only HIM

All my sad moments have gone cause a crazy friend of mine, Seri, called me

She cheer me up

Thanks Seri for all those things you've try to cheer me up

Btw, Im happy you've passed your Accounts :)

Congrats girl

Try harder next year aite

I would like to thank Sonia too for giving me support

I'll try double harder next year. Insyallah.

*Today im gonna meet MC. If she knows bout this, she gonna KILL me.!

Im dead.

I feel guilty because all this year, MC try so hard to teach me

And see what I've give her :(

Im sorry MC

I promise myself

NO talking

NO breaks (uh.. 5 mins?!)

NO this or that

and pay attention during tuition :)

Study hard next year and AIMING for good results.

Insyallah

I CAN DO IT!