History repeats. My brother was caught again, last Monday and today marks a week we haven't seen him yet. Everyone in my family misses him so much. Especially my parents. Ya Allah, only You know how strong and sad we are right now. Only You who can decide what's good and bad for our family. I always pray that, please protect my brother wherever he is and please make him closer to You. Please lead him to the right path and may he change to be a better person.
It's sad seeing your family not the way they used to be. It feels totally incomplete when one of your family member went missing, just like that. I can see mama & ayah trying to be strong because afterall, its their beloved son. Being the first child is not easy. Regardless how the love-hate relationship you have with your siblings but when one of them falls, we all try to save them because we're all in this together. Mama & ayah never teach us to leave any of our siblings behind especially when they're in a difficult situation. Our bond is very strong since young. I don't want to see any of my siblings fail in their life. I want us to stand together and reach our goals together, inshaAllah till Jannah because we love each other. :')
Still waiting for your letter.. We all miss you so much.