It's been a month since you're in CPC. Kakak miss you. All of us misses you. I just pray that you'll know who are your true friends and who are there for you when times like this happened. I don't want to see you like this anymore. I want you to have a bright future and good life. I've always pray that Allah will let you meet a woman who can accept for who you are and take really good care of you like how mama take care of you. It hurts me everytime seeing you like this. You're my brother. My blood. My family. I don't want any of our siblings fall. We are all here for you. Just promise us you'll stop doing what you are doing now for the sake of our parents and family. Its sad everytime when mama keep saying that she hates it when other people talk bad things about you. Please please remember that we are always here for you and inshaAllah Allah will guide you. I miss the old us. InshaAllah you are strong to face every challenge & obstacle that you'll face and remember that Allah is always there to help you solve it. InshaAllah you're in a pink health. Love you dear brother❤