Today is the second time CNB came to mama house. The first, i wasn't at mama's place. Ya Allah, the fear that i see from my mum's eyes is speechless. I know how she feels ever seen im a mother of 2 now. It's very saf to see your mum living in a scary and uneasy life. I mean, who doesn't loves their child regardless they are bad or good. Only Allah knows how my mum feels. Ya Allah, i only asked one thing from You. Please open up my brother, Muhd Sifyan Bin Mazlan, heart to purify his heart and give him the light to show him where is the right path to Jannah. InshaAllah. As a sister, i want the best for him. Whatever happens, i hope its in a good way. Don't embarass him.